Did she really want this...

She'd fought with all, struggled her way through the toughest phase of her life, not listening to the frantic pleas of her body.. She kept going in vain. Hoping to see light some day. There was that fear always lingering deep within. Was this the right path, was it what she really wanted.. The path she'd chosen was where she couldn't even turn back.. Back to the safety of her previous life. It would be so easy to withdraw back into her shell and never try things in life. Was she being a coward. Or was she never brave. Suddenly it all seemed like charade. She knew she had to walk all the way, all alone. And yet that flicker of hope still remained. She knew that dawn would finally break... But this night seemed to stretch forever. She knew she couldn't give up. But it would be so easy to do exactly that. Just once....