Thats you...

It was a tough step you took,
A very brave stand I know,
You have left us all,
Mom,Dad,Bro,Sis, All of us.

You needed to move on,
To live your life,
The storm has passed,
Your life has finally started.

But mine has stopped,
FOREVER...
Why did you love me so much,
Why did i take you for granted,
When both of us knew that you finally had to leave...

I can't live without you,
You were my life,
My mentor,
You were everything for me.

Winds have stopped blowing,
There is no music left in my life,
But I will get used to it,
I will have to learn to live without you.
I am your FIGHTER...

Your baby will go on,
No matter what it takes,
I wish for your happiness from the bottom of my heart.

Make it work sis,
For my sake and yours,
Especially for Dad...

Always remember..
I love you alot,
I am always with you...

Sister, Its all because of you ...

I was nothing when you came into my life...
Neither a child nor an adult,
Just someone merely existing,
Just someone always trying to please others,
Never knowing what I wanted in life.

And then my life changed...
You made me realise what i was all about,
I was no more a child.
You guided me through that transition period from a child to an adult,
You are my light, my inspiration,
You are everything for me.

Despite everything you were going through...
You always supported me,
You helped me meet myself,
The world knew me because of you,
Suddenly all the darkness of my life vanished,
It was as if a window suddenly opened in my mind,
You are my guide, my mentor.

Now that you need me...
I feel so torn between everyone else and you,
You made me swear not to support for your cause,
You have no choice but to shun me out of your life,
You always protected me from this cruel world,
Will I ever be able to live with this burden on my soul,
Will I ever be able to repay you.

How will I ever repay you...
Even if I try for my entire life it would not be enough for all that you have done for me,
I wish to do so much for you,
I pray to God to give me a chance atleat once in my life,
Always remember I am always there for you.
I love you..

ME

"Who am I ?" is a question I ask myself from to dawn to dusk,
What is it that I am made of that distinguishes me frm others,
Or am I just one of the crowd...

What have I accomplished in life that makes me reflect back and feel proud of myself,
Am I a fighter,
Am i a survivor,
Am I stronger than others...
That despite all the crap I face in life I again wake up the next morning and go on...
Who gives me the strength to believe that life is not all that bad,
Where does the hope come from that things would change one day...

I am drowning in this dilemma,
Are there no answer to these questions,
Will I never find peace within and outside...

Will I ever find myself....

Love,
What is it? Why does it exist?
It's a beautiful feeling yet, we don't realise the importance of a person till he is gone,
Why do people become addicted to a person and ruin their lives,
Can anyone be more important than your own SELF that life stops when the person is gone..
Why is my question..
Can't we just accept life the way it is and go with its flow without questioning it,
For once cant we let go...
There is a famous saying ,"If you love someone, don't hold him back, if he is yours he would come back, if not, then he was never meant to be yours".
Why dont we let go and move on...
Why??